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WATERBOARD OURSELVES

I see a medieval-looking contraption over my bed.

It is there with my approval.

It pours water and gives me my feeling.

It is controlled by me.

Each moment my alarm clock blares, I hit the Start.

I start drowning in self-loathing, self-doubt, worry and fear.

I worry what the day has in store.

I fear that I am not prepared.

Why am I not prepared?

Because I procrastinated. Because I didn’t study. Because.

That list was not completed.

I beat myself up for my lack of self-control.

For my incomplete.

I can’t even do what I can do.

What can I do?

I can doubt I am capable of handling things I already have.

These are the days I don’t do what I love.

On the days I do what I love,

I easily slide out of bed.

Ready for the day.

I lace up my sneakers anticipating the control I have on this day.

The moment I set foot on the field of play, I am in control.

Movements come so easily.

Time slows down.

I see with clarity.

I have no worries.

I have no fear.

I have no doubt I am capable of the next step.

It is just the next step.

I know what is going to happen.

I have been practicing for this moment.

This moment on the days I love.

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